Feb 12 2009
It’s Like I’m Not Me
So I guess I have more rps in my favourites than I thought I did. :D
Title: It’s Like I’m Not Me
Author: pez_gurl
Fandom: CWRPS
Pairing: Tom/Mike
Rating: NC-17
Summary: It’s not like they’re exclusive.
And yeah, I sort of have authors that I run through like kleenex. She just happens to be one of my favourites. :D And she’s just totally cool anyway.
“Say it, Tommy,” Mike breathes into his ear, nails gripping his hips hard, leaving small red marks. Tom lets out a quiet whimper and shakes his head.
“Say it,” Mike says again and smacks the inside of Tom’s thigh hard enough to leave a bright handprint. Tom jerks hard, cock twitching and leaking more precome.
“You’re better,” he whispers, tears leaking from his eyes from how good it is, how much it hurts, from how addicted he is to this, how he knows he’ll never be able to give it up, even when – when not if – they’re discovered. “You’re better than her, you give me what I need.”
Also … it’s kind of technically a wip. And I still hate wips. But I can’t help it. This is good and angsty and who doesn’t love a little angst?
Besides, she’s got a bunch of spn fics in the works, and who doesn’t like that? ;) Especially given the sorry state of Smallville lately? *cough*
“You don’t care that Mike’s flirting with the chick?” he asks curiously, and Tom sighs, rubbing a hand over his face. Jared and Jensen are the only ones who know that Tom and Mike fuck on a regular basis.
“We’re not boyfriends. Not like you and Jen. I’m still married, in case you’ve forgotten.” And Tom’s not bitter about it at all. He doesn’t care that Mike fucks girls all the time. Tom doesn’t have any claim on him.
Jared looks uncomfortable all of a sudden. “Why? Why are you guys doing this?”
Tom sighs and shakes his head. “I ask myself that every day, Jare, and I still don’t have an answer.”
*wibbles* Poor Tommy!
Here’s to hoping my love takes the hint and gets writing more. :p
